you're capable of more than you think

2011-01-06T16:11:00.000-08:00

Ever think you can't do something? I"m an athlete at a Junior College, and our team thought it would be great team bonding to climb this giant incline. haha. It felt like it was never going to end and I was unbelievably tired. I have asthma and am definitely not among the fastest people on our team; nor fast at all. I was the third one to the top out of 23 girls. Success? I think so. So I guess you really can do anything if you never give up, or let up. Everyone is capable of a lot more than they give themselves credit for. It's the mental part that holds people back. Believe.

who you are is not what you did.

2011-01-05T20:40:00.000-08:00

It's been a few months since I made the biggest mistake of my life, so far. Most mistakes, I can honestly say I learn from. But, what do you do when the mistake is too much for you to handle. I cheated on my boyfriend of two years with somebody completely not worth it. The weird thing is, nobody was really disappointed except myself. It's like everybody expected it, & I proved them right. Everyone forgave me, including him. Happy ending, right? I'm so happy with him, but I'm not happy with myself. I feel like an awful person and I regret it everyday. I wish I could take it all back. I keep asking myself why it happened, and I never can get an answer out of myself. I don't know.
Now I'm realizing that "who i am is not what i did." There's so many more things that I am proud of. One decision does not define me. I can't let regret take place of the dreams I want to chase. So I guess that's what I learned from this mistake.
But every once in awhile, it just gets to me. & I hope one day I can forgive myself. I think that's the key to most things. Forgive yourself and remember that life goes on even if you're not ready.

a blog to remember.

you're capable of more than you think

who you are is not what you did.